My Angel in Orange

I just had to take some pictures of Miss S all dolled up for church today. She looked to beautiful and grown up. I can't believe that she started kindergarten in less than two weeks. She asked Daddy to take the pictures cause "Mommy's pictures are all like blurry". So astute!!!! :) Moki asked me at church is I was okay and I thought I was, but now, not so much. My brother Ian left today for a year's tour of duty in Iraq and I just got off the phone with my mom who has been crying all day. I am very nervous for him and asked him to send me his address and email as soon as he gets there. If I sit still too long I start to think about it too much and I get really sad. So since I've been home from church I've been trying to keep busy. We had a huge rain storm last night and I was up half the night so that has not improved my mood either. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. It's just one of thos days....I miss my family, I miss Tammy, I miss not being able to spend more time with Miss S...I feel so scattered lately. I need to sit down and figure out how to get myself back on track and in a groove that works for me and my family.